Making :: Study plans. A lot of study plans. Some of my lecturers have been so kind as to give us a ‘preview’ or every question in the exam (Thank you, David). It has made studying a lot better. I don’t feel like I’m in such a blind panic now.
Drinking :: A beautiful fruit-y smoothie. It has bananas, kiwifruit and tonnes of strawberries with chia seeds and vanilla extract. Ah, it’s the good stuff. If I had filled this out a couple of hours earlier then my answer definitely would have been coffee 😉
Reading :: The magazine that my campus creates. I have been at my college for two years and I hadn’t bothered to pick one up before now. Is it bad if I only picked it up because I had a marketing lecture that ended up being held by a guest lecturer anyway? Whoops, I am a bad student. Just for the record, the lecture actually ended up being really interesting but I’m not interested in market research. Sorry not sorry
Eating :: My smoothie, that counts. Yes. I went to Auckland for a date and (thanks to my drunk ass) we ended up getting pizza and eating it in the room. Ha. I am not only a bad student, but a bad date. Lesson learned. I’m sorry. Handy hint: day drinking is fun, but you should definitely stop yourself when you go to buy that second bottle of wine. You do not need it. No.
Wishing :: That I can just fast forward the next two (or s0) weeks of my life. Exams are probably my least favourite thing in the whole world
right next to brussel sprouts and bad coffee.
Enjoying :: I have a weird feeling of peace radiating through my body and I’m not hating it. I think spring has gotten into my brain. Someone call help.
Waiting :: It seems like I have been waiting to hear back from Massey for a long, long time and it is doing my head in. Wow. I just want to know about my future, okay? Is that too much to ask?
Wondering :: How people can stand to take such a cocktail of alcohol and drugs. I’m not a squeaky clean angel by any means, but I usually know when to call it
just not on Friday, whoops. I have never, ever seen someone get so angry from alcohol before, but it is kinda insane and a little scary.
Hoping :: That I can ‘write out’ some of my feelings. I have a lot of things that I want to say here, but I just don’t know if I can or if I should. Conflict, conflict, conflict.
Wearing :: I’m rocking my homeless person outfit today aka sweatpants and a t-shirt because I have a surprising amount of laundry to do. It really crept up on me…kind of like adulthood. Whoops.
Trying :: Like last week, I’m still trying to get a handle on all of my emotions. They seem to have a mind of their own at the moment and it’s driving me a little insane. It’s not a good time.
Feeling :: Like I could really go for a nap even though it’s only lunchtime. Wow. #napsarethebest.